unfinished

so here I go again
putting everything on the line
and still not moving on
from the battle I’ve lost


so here this goes again
our exchange of words excites me
but I’m forcefully forgetting memories
of blue skies turning gray


how will this go again
unspoken love for you
with this great hate within
i cant just resist your lust


let's all get infected
by the sins of greed
let it happen for a night
we wont care who will bleed

MUGS (1st)

collection of some faces i have with my samsung ES63 and ate's nikkon d40 ..

april

mama

ethan

ella

buboy

kahlil

em

xanthi

YOU MADE ME

happiness was so sudden

the radiance in the middle of darkness

it was you who shined brighter than anything

standing out in the vast sea of crowd

you, the perfectly molded being

everyone's apple of the eye

how could God create such beauty?

such grace and absolute elegance

all the best things in the world

could just simply define you

you, made me feel love and hope

you, made me forget grudge and madness

and because of all these things

you almost made everything around me

it’s miserable and complicated

you made me realize that such wonder in you

is only applicable for you and your insane world

"perfect" in which i don't fit in

beauty and hope, ironically causes me disorder

have it ever crossed your mind

how imperfect i am to be with you

you made me unhappy

such a paradox isn't it???

ANG MASKARA

testing2x lang sa ta unsaon pag gamit aning camera...bahalag dili slr... :)

maskara ver.2

maskara ver. 1

11.10.totawsanten

another day to have a mark on our lives

we became a part of each other

and we will always stay that way

thanks for everything you've laid out for me

and for the things you are still going to do

thank you so much! i love you!

NONSENSE

buboy's 23rd birthday..while guys where having a good time trying to get passed out... i decided to take out my (non) DSLR camera and picture these cigarette butts

COLOR BLIND

another day at the office :)
i see lots of clips...so i kept myself busy and did nonsense again.

ANG LANSONES NGA NAGSAKIT SA SELOS

nonsense part 2

ANG HULMIGAS SA LANSONES NGA NAA SA PLASTIC SA LAMESA SA OPISINA

another nonsense :) 

square

I LOVE THE HANDS!!!

THE QUESTION?

who am i?
what will i become...

can you give answers to my questions?

NO HOPE

on our way to the office... with my camera in hand,  
bokie decided to take a sample snap shot of the sky because it  
was a very hot Friday morning.

again when boredom strikes..my mind begins to produce worthless nonsense.

click here to view image full size

"NO HOPE"
for our nature..too much damage has been done.

The night brings

much deafening silence of this room
brings out my soul to speak
words of the remarkable history of my pain
that reflects about the honest laugh i had

i realize that in this gift of existence
the way it will go is not merely based by luck
but on how you face each day with all the possible
and finding what satisfies what the soul is craving for

and we all are desperate for satisfaction
it is our individual battle of living
lucky for those who passed
a long way for us the aiming

but there is no white flag for this fact of uncertainty
as long as music is in my mind my soul is alive
with love in my eyes my blood will stay warm
just as long as i breathe there is hope in my way


-kiking

MAKE ME COMPLETE

i have nothing to do...so better spend my time making some nonsense..

enjoy.

a film

am i inlove? i questioned myself
i am in no ease when i don't hear a word from her,
but a simple message makes me feel like my lungs are bursting out

is this love, i asked the face in the mirror
i can't make air go through my nose when tears appear
eyes as red as hate, as beautiful as a rose

this is love, i forced myself,
now i see beyond anxiety and the addictive pride
i give in and i apologize with the most innocent intentions

it's love indeed, i confirmed
with the most cruel imaginations,
i am tamed by just thinking of her face






-kiking

Think Real

here is a sample work:
just for the sake of posting something  to this brand new blog :)
thanks!